Sunday, February 21, 2010

5 Min Update:)

Another 10 minutes, and I will get back to work.
It's the 7th day of Chinese New Year,
and this year I had the worst CNY everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

It all started on the first day of CNY,
worked the hell outta me,
got off work at 11:00 pm.
Called Mum immediately after work and found out that Daddy is very unhappy.
It was 2:00 pm in Indonesia,
and for them it was too late to wish a family member Happy Chinese New Year.
So u bet,
Dad was angry and is still angry and I don't know how long will it be.

On Feb 20,
My mom was celebrating her 52nd birthday.
Although Dad didnt call her, (well I texted him, he didn't reply and didn't make a call either),
but a lot of my friends called, texted and commented on Facebook.
Which made me really HAPPY,
Kevin asked me if I was high on cocaine,
I said "No, it was Friendship."
Friendship does sound like a good name for drug,
no I don't take those kind of thing,
friends are simply the best and cheapest therapy.
Why waste your money?

Special thanks to Asses friends,
To Finky and Riani who called my mum even before I did.
To Henry and Kevin who chose to sms,
To Jason who was forced to call while he was eating rojak,
To Ye Qi who just reached Aussie and never hesitated to call,
To everyone who commented on my Facebook status,
To EVERYONE,
Thank U, that happy feeling is so long lasting,
I still smile thinking about it.

I know that Dad's call still can be the best present,
but I hope my Mum was happy busy taking calls from the kids :)

Last but not least,
Thank you God for creating her 52 years ago,
she is your best creation ever!

Well, all mothers are greatest creations:)

Off to work now!
I hope to serve great customers tonight <3

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

What an Eff

Do know what is the coolest alphabet? F.

It gives u Friends and Family. You want to have some Fun, everything has to be Fabulous, and you believe you can "Fly." Also never forget the magical word, F**k, a word used to be so sacred, now lost its power due to excessive and unnecessary usage by the people. I still don't understand what's the point when someone say F**k, seriously what's so f**ked up? A long time ago when someone says "F**k you," it means something really serious is happening. Today, if you heard someone say so, well don't worry, his friend probably just told him a not-so-funny joke.

Okay, I am not trying to start a discussion on the magical F word.

It just amaze me seeing so many words with an initial f. We all live in a Fantasy world, life can be fantastic, life can be a fairytale.

However, everything has a harsh side. Sadly, we never get to use all those great eff-ing words too often. Friends are hard to find, a good family is hard to maintain, life is not fun, and as we grew up we realized that there is no such thing as Fairytale.

Slowly, we fall, not in love, but in despair, misery, and desperation. We just keep falling and falling, Failing every task we got. FINE, we do not give up, we learn how to stand back up on our own, but things are just so............... uneasy.

People used to tell me that I am the best. Meeting someone better is hard, I hate competition. I did not know how it feels like to be on the bottom, because I am always on top of the world. Slowly, I found myself in the middle of the crowd. I was no longer the best, there is nothing about me that stand out from the crowd.

I am standing in the middle of the crowd.
Nobody will notice me, because we are all the same, can you see where I am?

Getting out of the crowd is always hard, but life is all about that, isn't it?
Life is all about being true to oneself,
Success is about getting your way out of that "crowd."

Soon, I realized I am no longer in the crowd.
I didn't make my way through,
but people seem to go away, leaving myself behind.
Then I realized how left out I am,
where do I go right?

Now, things are getting tougher. I see something in everyone which I do not have.
I do not want to belong here.
Being on the bottom level feels like the world is stepping on you.
You can't run, you can't hide, you can't scream.
'Cause nothing seems to matter when you are down below.