Mandalay

I am so caught up with work, I have not managed my time wisely and now it seems like I'm starting to lose my mind too. Ask me what happened 5 minutes ago, it might take me 10 seconds to think. Yea. I forgot almost anything lately. Forgot I got a homework due this morning, forgot I got a quiz on Friday until I got in class and a classmate asked me "ready for quiz?" I almost fainted. OMG, what is wrong with me?

So the past few days it has been all about work. Monday supposed to be a good day to spend sometime thinking, but I had to work today 'cause eventually Lucy is having some special nightwith her BF, I totally understand that. And so no break on Monday. 8-9 class, 9-1 work and 1-3 class~ then go to work, spent 30minutes at Quickly. Off to work at 5 all the way until 1030 PM! It was hella busy, why everybody chose to come at Monday! But I had a great day at work. It started with a sweet grandma celebrated her 85th birthday, I thought it's gonna be awkward, since it was not so crowded, with the loud cheesy birthday song playing on the speakers. But Mandalay at the moment was filled with awesome customers, once the song stopped everybody cheered and clapped, Grandma's daughter got really excited and went "85 years old! 85 years old everyone!!" I could see that Mama was really happy. That is probably the thing I love about my job. Seeing people happy make my day. These customers love this place more than I do. Then these customers will show their appreciation by tipping good :D Now everything I buy cost me 4 hours of smiling face :D

Another 20 minutes I spent on the bus thinking 'bout how I have started to love my job. Well if I only work 3 days a week, I will love it double. But now, it's really tiring that I have to work almost everyday. That touchy feeling continues until I got home and saw some dirty plates on the sink, it's been 24 hours since the first time I saw them. Now I am purely pissed. I don't know what's up with my housemate, I come back every night tired and all I see is mess. Well, I know I am a messy person myself. But seriously, maybe she thinks I am always so messy she is trying to teach me some lesson? You know regularities? So no matter how hard I cleaned up the house, she will always think I am messy. OMG. I am typing this with my eyes half closed now. I have so many things to say but so little strength to go on.

Good Night World!

Mi Homie

I'm going to switch off the lights and sleep now.
Just talked to Kai, and all of the sudden I'm missing him so much :(
He told me he will be hitting the club next Saturday on a limousinee! That's so niceee, I want one too!!
I miss those times when we used to cook dinner together, soba with fried chicken :D
Every afternoon in class I would be thinking what to cook that night..
Every Tuesday is Popeye's Day, and we will go and get Fried chicken 2 for 99cents!
I remember the first day he went to work, he got home really late~
I got really worried, I went outside and found him half jumping home 0.0
Every day, he would bring me Jasmine milk tea with Egg pudding:)
Whenever we get a chance, we would catch the bus and go Ocean 24 hour and work out!
I will give him all my stuffs, and all the men in men's locker room thought he was gay because of my pink tote bag :D
Every night, we had dinner with America's next top model, or Project Runway or or or Crayon Shinchan, hahaha!
When he is home with nothing to do, he would clean the house~ decorate rooms, trying really hard to make this home a better place.
Whenever I got a day off, we would go watch movies!
Aww I definitely miss him being my housemateee. Especially those times when we could not sleep because there was mice in our house. Ah! and when we played with make up, making stupid videos with T-Pain.
Since he left, I don't cook that much anymore.

Fairytale

Let's talk about fairytale. How we grew up watching Disney series dreaming to be a princess, waiting for our prince to come and then we will live happily ever after. Things have changed now. Back then, I wanted to be the princess, but now I might wanna be one of the mean girls more. Cinderella is kind hearted and beautiful, those prince don't fall in love for nothing, and please don't believe in purely just LOVE. BS. The mean girls character back then were just too ugly, just look at Cinderella's sisters. It's no longer the way it was. The evil bad girls today are usually hot, sexy, more than a woman can be. Cinderella remains pretty, but it's no longer the same ending all the time. In fact, boys like bad girls.

I have heard of prince charming, and when I saw him my mind said "Oh he is so fine." My mind told me he is the one, but she forgot to tell me that I am not the one for him. It took me a long time to figure out that we are different. I look at my worn out MARC JACOBS, then I look at his shiny Gucci belt. Of course, those branded stuffs don't outshined him. I don't usually do that, I have somekind of prejudice with rich dudes, but not this time.

So I went to Magic Ball and asked if he would like me, it says "My sources say no." Yea my sources told me so too. I saw those friends he has, they are like a fence made of diamond and I won't go closer. It took me a long time to realize how different I am. Because when everybody else is driving out in Mercedes Benz, I have to take a bus to work. Look at that contrast, isn't that sad that it's all about money nowadays? Don't tell me that true love can overcome everything, that is bullshit. Look at Cinderella, she is hella rich dude. Her wealth is just temporarily taken by her mean step mother. Her life used to be beautiful, then it again become beautiful, all when she is the wealthy princess. See? So Cinderella is not plain kind-hearted, she is the luckiest girl in the world. That fairytale does not work on everyone, to be a Cinderella, you have to be like her, pretty, kind and rich. Now are we still dreaming here?

I wanna say I don't care, really. But it's just that one day when you meet this prince charming, and he tells you "Sorry but we are just different"