The Sigh Sigh Lulaby

I am officially worried, scared and confused right now. After mid-term last week, I felt like I've been hit by a huge rock. Starring at the paper with my mind blank I realized how bad the situation was. I don't know if it is caused purely by my stupidity or is it really that hard? But no matter what, I know working 20 hours pay a contribution in this matter. I realized that none of my teachers this semester is liking me, they don't seem to give a damn about me. I am officially being included in the category of lazy students, who either show up late or does not show up at all in class. What the hell is wrong with me? Is it too late to catch up? Or am I being to caught up with having a bunch of new friends and having too much fun? I don't know, I am so scared, yet I am not motivated enough. I am too scared to take action, what should I do know? Well, I guess I know what I should do, but I dare not to. :(