Road

Life is like a road...
We are cars, driven by our souls.
Imagine driving on a road that has no turns, no ups and downs.. no red lights.
No other cars around you..
Just you alone.. on a straight and smooth road.
No chance for bumpy rides.
At first, it might sound like a good idea.
But imagine driving on such a road for years.. and years.
It's boring.
We get lost sometimes, and in this road of life there is no U-turn.
But there will always be a right or left turn.
Lost,
Being lost is not necessarily a bad thing.
We find alternative routes,
we discover other ways to live this life.
And sometimes we might find places we never been,
places so beautiful that you wonder why you never pass by.
This is not an easy journey,
but it's an exciting one.
And soon you'll find yourself in love with driving,
you love to move your wheels and explore.
Don't stop in the middle and think this road is going no where.
This road will end someday,
and before it happens, you want to get there.
Get there and watch the sunset.

Backstreet Boys

Yesterday at Gay Pride I managed to catch a glimpse of Backstreet Boys.
Boy, it was a long day. I almost missed them, and well, I actually missed them.
I did not know why I was so desperate to see them,
"are they still popular?" No, not really.
But I guess now I understand why.

I was about 10, obsessed with Toy Box and Vengaboys.
Then I found Westlife.
Then it was "As Long As You Love Me" that I kept re-playing for n times.
Then I was officially a fan of boybands.
Westlife, BSB, N*sync, A1, etc...

Yesterday at the Gay Pride I realized how far I've come.
Being a young girl, I never thought I would meet them.
Let's make it clear, it's not just about Backstreet Boys.
I never thought that I will be here today, America.
It felt so far away, like two different worlds.
It's like living in American dream...

What I Like About U

A few days ago, I posted this on my Facebook status : "

If you like this status, I'll post on your
wall something I like about you or a memory I have of us.

So 23 friends liked it and just like promised, I go to their walls and start writing about things that I like about them. At first, it was hard.... then it gets easier. The more I write the longer it gets. I guess I do enjoy writing good things about people, that makes me miss them more. The more I write, the easier it is to trigger memories. I wanna remember what I've said, so Imma re-write it here.

To Wijoyo:

I love wijoyo because he is a good 'koko,' and by calling him koko means free breakfast, lunch, and dinner, sometimes supper too hahaha :D He acts like a big brother, and whenever we're home he would give us his bed~ a real gentleman, ladies. He is cool because he loves mie babi, and never changed the profile picture w...e set for him. I like him simply because there are so many things about him that this wall wouldnt fit. :D

To Riani:

I ♥ Riani because she is the best :) We had good times in Assclass and when Im not around she shows her love to my mum instead, which makes me love her more hahahaha :) and about 360 days ago, she surprised me at GI Starbucks with a candle on a Avocado Chocolate cake ♥ ♥ ♥ How could I not love this girl, hahahahaha!

To Jason:

Jason is cool because he grows younger, not older, and I'm jealous. He is always there during bad times and good times, with motorcyle, kancil or soon limousine. He is cooler now since he no longer drives motor and no more helmet to make his hair looks funny. He is even cooler now cause he has this cool camera and I ca...n't wait to go back and let him take cool pictures of me :)

To Loo Ye Qi:

I love this girl because she just wrote the sweetest thing I've ever heard ♥ My Love for her is More Than Words. She taught me that friendship can be forever When you Believe. She is What I go to School For~ and although now she may be more than a Thousand Miles away, it doesn't take us 24/7 to become best friends. I ...wish that I could fly to her this Summer and we'll watch the latest Harry Potter, cause it will not be the same without her. there will be no fun British accent practice after Potter.

And although we don't talk to each other a lot, I know when I think of
her somewhere in this world she is 'smiling back at me.' Some girls are too missy, some are too loud, and she is somewhere in between and that is the perfect place I wanna be. She is my sanctuary, and when I'm around her I know I am safe to talk and... do whatever i like and she will never change the way she looks at me. I am me when I'm with her, I don'thave to act smart, act pretty, or act nice; cause she knows me. I wish she is right here next to me with her gigolo t-shirt XD i have a playlist of songs that remind me of her~ I listen or sing to those songs when I miss her, and I've been listening to them a lot lately :)

To Henry:

HENRY! ♥ Henry is such a teddy bear, and i feel like to hug him all the time, he looks the cutest when he is tired and sleepy. One day on our way home on a Tg. Bungah bus, there was an old lady standing next to us, Henry turned to me with tears in his eyes, and he said : " Tris, saya sedih melihat nenek yang kasian in...i, Imma give my seat to her." So there he goes, standing for the next 30minutes and his tears kept falling down as he got sleepier :) He has this mini bicycle for 5-10years-old, and he would ride it around and sometimes he would give Joshua a ride and when they appeared in front of my house, I couldn't stop laughing :D

We used to ride to school on a same car, and it was great because he's the first person I see everyday, that brings sunshine to my day~! He's even cuter when he has his guitar with him~ and no matter how bad my singing is, he will always make me sing :) He has a very Ass-y attitude, which is a good man who is patient, ...kind, and generous.. at the same time, crazy :p He gets crazy randomly, that makes him a very very fun person to be with :D I have not met him in 2.5 years, and I miss him SO BAD!!!! D': I know that when we meet, he will jump up and down with me :)

And I forgot to mention this : "He is also the one who held my hands through darkness in a treasure hunt." :D

To Shiang:

Shu Xiang a.k.a xiao xiao ren is like the Sun that will never runs out of rays, and when she is around, I'm not afraid of 2012 being the end of the world. Xiang is the most helpful friend, and she will always help with a smile on her face :) She is so bright, she chases away all the clouds. Thus, there will be no rain.

To Wan Ting:

Wan Ting is the best and China should thank her for making a good example to the world, and because of her, I have this stereotype that everyone from Shenyang is nice. She sounds like my cousin and treated me like one~ lol :D and everymorning I would come to class and asked her "zen me bann.." and she always gives me good advices~ I ♥ Wan Ting!!!!!!

While writing to other friends was fun.. writing to these guys is a flashback of memories. I miss them so much, and after so long, I still can't get over u guys. Thinking about the past makes me smile, the silly things we do together, the sweet and bitter in life.

:')

Airplanes

Go youtube and search AIRPLANES, I'm obsessed with that song right now.
Not because DJ keeps playing it on the ray-dee-oh, but I love the message that it tries to present.

Life, is sometimes a struggle,
and a lot of times, we got so helpless, all we could do is to wish upon a star.
Our dream is driven by imagination,
we can't help ourselves but keep pretending that reality works the other way round.
Motivation comes from imagination,
even things are not going the way we wanted it to be,
we keep telling ourselves that life is fair.
And in this imagination, we keep pretending.
Let's say.. if good things is going to happen,
life will be good,
I will be happy,
I will succeed,
I will... whatever I wished it would be.

Now we are standing at the edge of dream,
looking down the cliff of reality,
looking up at the sky wishing for a shooting star.
Hundreds, thousands, millions of stars are shining, but none are moving.
Helplessly,
we wonder... can we pretend the airplanes at the night sky are shooting stars?
'Cause we could really use a wish right now.

Thee

Oh God,
I think I found what I've been looking for.
But,
someone else found it sooner than I did.
I guess now it has been stolen.

:-(

Tooth-y Dream

Last night I had a very very terrifying dream.
I dreamed of teeth falling out,
and it was painful.
I remember someone told me before that falling teeth signify death, someone we love is in really bad health.
I forgot who told me, but that kept me thinking.
I hope everyone's okay.
Anyway, I googled and found some explanation for this weird nightmare....

It says:

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxieties about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where appearance and attractiveness matter and your teeth help to convey that image.

Makes sense.

In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.

Now that sounds a little scary, but since I do not come from a Greek culture, I hope that does not apply to me.

And the Chinese say, "According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if you are telling lies."

Well, I can't really remember when was the last time I lie. I've been thinking to lie my Boss though, so I can have Summer time off. Not going to happen.

Gladly, there is another explanation :

It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.

Now that sounds a little better. Since I am not going anywhere this Summer and I know I will definitely be forced to work more; more money will come to me :)

AssTwo:)

Alright, I know today is a gift, that's why it's called "PRESENT."
But sometimes u just can't help yourself from missing the past....
Okay, I admit I can't get over it.
I love the way pictures paint a thousand words,
I love to find old pictures, unintentionally :)
These little pictures reminded me a lot of things...
I remember the green shirt I wear in the pic,
I remember why Ye Qi is still in her uniform.
I remember that yellow En Ning's classic tee,
and I will never forget Henry and Wijoyo who are always by my side :)
and I guess that was one in a million times Mandy willing to take picture, finally :D
I miss u guys so much :')
And I remember the one and only photo booth in Penang,
I gotta go take some pictures whenever I am in Prangin Mall,
and thank you my friends,
for your willingness to take picture with me ^^
Otherwise I wouldn't have these memories.
:)