Last Night, or just now, was my first of work after 2 months holiday! That makes me feel ALIVEE!! Good thing is I don't feel new to all the work, but well there were times when I just stopped and thinking what to do next. A little lost. But YEA! It's good to be back to work, busy busy busyy~ I've not move this much in a long time, in such a quick pace. I guess I hurt my back the other day when I fell from the tall chair :( Anyway, It's tiring as usual. Tomorrow night gotta work too, aw :( I can't seem to start going back to work out. But it's 4 a.m. now and I am SURE I will not be able to wake up early tomorrow and off to gym. SO yea, maybe Saturday? Sunday? Or maybe I should just wait 'til everything is done. Worries keep coming back to me. See? Whenever I stop worrying, there's gotta be something new for me. So I appreciate SFSU for making such a generous exception, however I am still unable to apply. And yea when I finally contacted the counselor, he/she told me that Radio and Television major is CLOSE for Spring! What? Do you guys hate me? REALLY? So I have no other choice left but to change my major, FOR NOW. Going in SFSU will probably a wrong decision, but what can I do? I'm so outta options. So yea let's keep praying! Prayin' HARD!
I am so tired right now. Went out with Sheila and friends after work until 3 a.m. It was not even fun. I am like a duck in a chicken crowd, Don't know what they are saying. But Hey, making some new friends is always good. I just found out the good dude in the gang is actually working in a restaurant too, and he is planning to become a bus driver!! OMG. I was surprised, I thought he is still a student or y'know.. I am not going to talk about this, 'cause I will sound annoying.
Dim the light.
Switch off the light.
Off to bed now.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Gettin' Back to Work.
Sherly, my lady bossie, called me this morning and asked me if I could work tomorrow.
Of course, the last Saturday I didn't pick up your phone.
The last Sunday I told you I had serious allergic.
I don't have any other excuse for you.
But I don't need one anyway, I can't wait to get back to work.
This is weird, so weird weird weird.
This is probably the first time me being so happy going to work.
I know that by tomorrow night I will start complaining again.
But hey,
it's been two months and I miss making money!
Working in Mandalay is tiring and hard~
No complains darling, should feel blessed that I still have job to do.
Y'know~ bad economy everybody losing their job.
So yea, it's yesterday once more.
Soon schools starts and I won't have this much time anymore.
I mean I had time of whole world right now.
No more!
:)
Of course, the last Saturday I didn't pick up your phone.
The last Sunday I told you I had serious allergic.
I don't have any other excuse for you.
But I don't need one anyway, I can't wait to get back to work.
This is weird, so weird weird weird.
This is probably the first time me being so happy going to work.
I know that by tomorrow night I will start complaining again.
But hey,
it's been two months and I miss making money!
Working in Mandalay is tiring and hard~
No complains darling, should feel blessed that I still have job to do.
Y'know~ bad economy everybody losing their job.
So yea, it's yesterday once more.
Soon schools starts and I won't have this much time anymore.
I mean I had time of whole world right now.
No more!
:)
Freebie Brown
WOAH! It was such a awesome shower, hair mask after shampoooo :)
And the hair mask smells so good, that I can keep on playing with my hair so the scent will spread around my room... I'm in <3 with James Brown.
Well so it was that night, on transit at HK airport, I bought 3 magazines.
2 British magazines and 1 HK.
I noticed that all UK magazines come with freebies,
so I could not control myself but grab a few.
One of them, Marie Claire, comes along with James Brown hair mask.
WOW~ so I used it today and instantly falling in love.
I checked online and find it available to purchase.
Wuhoooo I would like a shampoo for combination hair pleaseee :)
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
<3
Hey little boy,
You are such a player, and I am like one of your toys. I am like a little toy that you like, you always have me around but you never play with me. You want me around, but you want to play with other toys too. Good thing is, you ditch them, you don't ditch me. I once thought I am special compare to others, but I guess I am just different.
Hey little master, I realized how you have mistreated me but I still keep on playing with you. Sometimes I wonder why, maybe I should just stop talking stop moving, acting like I am running out of battery. I don't hate you, I could not. I don't like you much either. Perhaps that becomes a balance equation that keep us together. Don't treat me too well darling, don't talk to me like the way you talk to your other toys. I might get jealous sometimes, I know I shouldn't. but I did, sometimes, secretly.
You are such a player, and I am like one of your toys. I am like a little toy that you like, you always have me around but you never play with me. You want me around, but you want to play with other toys too. Good thing is, you ditch them, you don't ditch me. I once thought I am special compare to others, but I guess I am just different.
Hey little master, I realized how you have mistreated me but I still keep on playing with you. Sometimes I wonder why, maybe I should just stop talking stop moving, acting like I am running out of battery. I don't hate you, I could not. I don't like you much either. Perhaps that becomes a balance equation that keep us together. Don't treat me too well darling, don't talk to me like the way you talk to your other toys. I might get jealous sometimes, I know I shouldn't. but I did, sometimes, secretly.
zet zet zet.. zzz.
That picture Santi took with Wilber Pan is driving me crazy!
Ohhh Wilber, you were such a crush of mine.
Same crazy thing happened when Daniel Wu came to SF and I didn't know,
Yea Daniel Wu is another big big crush of mine!
OMG,
I guess I don't have such luck for star struck :(
Oh, now I'm currently so in love with Jason Mraz.
am I crazy?
Ohhh Wilber, you were such a crush of mine.
Same crazy thing happened when Daniel Wu came to SF and I didn't know,
Yea Daniel Wu is another big big crush of mine!
OMG,
I guess I don't have such luck for star struck :(
Oh, now I'm currently so in love with Jason Mraz.
am I crazy?
Monday, August 10, 2009
When the Sun Dims the Light
Oh Tris, why do you feel nothing? I walked along Ney St today for the first time in two months, but I was in a rush, I walked so fast I noticed not a thing. I guess that's what happened when time flies, I do not notice all the itsy bitsy.
It was a wonderful Summer back there. I was okay when I left, I tried not to cry although tears are just around the corner of my eyes. I walked away and I didn't turn back and see what's left behind. The sadness, I kept inside.
So hey, I am at San Francisco again. It's silent, it's clear and it's empty. My sadness ran out of myself. This place feels like a stranger. For the past two months, I'm always surrounded by people. Mother and Grandma couldn't stop arguing, it was annoying but now I miss it. Jakarta, probably the noisiest city I've ever been, noises from all sides. All of a sudden, I am here in San Francisco, again. And this place is so full of silence, I felt like to cry. I am so homesick. Less than 24 hour, miss my friends and family again.
Summer's about to end. Going back to the old life, I'm here alone in my room. My boss called me to work like how she used to. But rashes is bothering me, blame it on Singapore Sling, gave me rashes! ggrr.
In a few days, I will start my work, start my study. Life is going to be like how it used to be. All the routines and watching time flies. Hopefully things will go well. I kind of stop worrying now, but I know I shouldn't. Let's get back to work.
It was a wonderful Summer back there. I was okay when I left, I tried not to cry although tears are just around the corner of my eyes. I walked away and I didn't turn back and see what's left behind. The sadness, I kept inside.
So hey, I am at San Francisco again. It's silent, it's clear and it's empty. My sadness ran out of myself. This place feels like a stranger. For the past two months, I'm always surrounded by people. Mother and Grandma couldn't stop arguing, it was annoying but now I miss it. Jakarta, probably the noisiest city I've ever been, noises from all sides. All of a sudden, I am here in San Francisco, again. And this place is so full of silence, I felt like to cry. I am so homesick. Less than 24 hour, miss my friends and family again.
Summer's about to end. Going back to the old life, I'm here alone in my room. My boss called me to work like how she used to. But rashes is bothering me, blame it on Singapore Sling, gave me rashes! ggrr.
In a few days, I will start my work, start my study. Life is going to be like how it used to be. All the routines and watching time flies. Hopefully things will go well. I kind of stop worrying now, but I know I shouldn't. Let's get back to work.
Friday, June 5, 2009
I'm HOME:) (about to)
Yes Summer had just begun!
Right when I got on board last night. Spent a night caught in between two Korean girls on my plane, I have to say that it was pretty uncomfortable indeed. Now I am bout 4 hours away from hugging my mum, this feeling is just undescribable. I still feel like Im not ready to go home, but well what to get ready about going home? And the funny thing is that sickness never come and bother me for the past year and now it's pissing me off. It started with sore throat, then cough, then flu, and soon people will assume I'm having swine flu. I still don't understand the hype about all this swine flu thingy. I was in US and nobody was talking about it, you won't be aware unless u watched the news on TV. But in Asia, everybody is PANICking. Being in Changi for 5 hours now, I've heard so many times announcement that well if u have flu symptoms, please consult the nearby medical clinic. I guess I'll just pretend healthy instead of volunteering to get quarantine.
The great thing is that I found a spot to shower :] USD9 for shower, I was too desperate to clean myself. I'm still wondering what to do when I get there, I wanna live everyday the fullest y'knw. It's not like I get to go home every holiday.
Alright, this free internet thing lasts only 15 minutes unfortunately.I'm trying to be fast, 6 more minutes.
Oh! I passed by Taiwan and wondering how I wished I could throw a note down there, it might randomly fall in En Ning's place. :] Alright, it won't happen. I wasn't even sitting on a window seat :(
Here comes Home Sweet Home! <3
Right when I got on board last night. Spent a night caught in between two Korean girls on my plane, I have to say that it was pretty uncomfortable indeed. Now I am bout 4 hours away from hugging my mum, this feeling is just undescribable. I still feel like Im not ready to go home, but well what to get ready about going home? And the funny thing is that sickness never come and bother me for the past year and now it's pissing me off. It started with sore throat, then cough, then flu, and soon people will assume I'm having swine flu. I still don't understand the hype about all this swine flu thingy. I was in US and nobody was talking about it, you won't be aware unless u watched the news on TV. But in Asia, everybody is PANICking. Being in Changi for 5 hours now, I've heard so many times announcement that well if u have flu symptoms, please consult the nearby medical clinic. I guess I'll just pretend healthy instead of volunteering to get quarantine.
The great thing is that I found a spot to shower :] USD9 for shower, I was too desperate to clean myself. I'm still wondering what to do when I get there, I wanna live everyday the fullest y'knw. It's not like I get to go home every holiday.
Alright, this free internet thing lasts only 15 minutes unfortunately.I'm trying to be fast, 6 more minutes.
Oh! I passed by Taiwan and wondering how I wished I could throw a note down there, it might randomly fall in En Ning's place. :] Alright, it won't happen. I wasn't even sitting on a window seat :(
Here comes Home Sweet Home! <3
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